Da boys

Peyton- Well this is night 3 of CIO for Peyton. Not too bad tonight, only about 45 minutes. Poor guy, all he wants is to nurse and have me right next to him. He's addicted to nursing to sleep and I feel awful that I have made it difficult for him to fall asleep, by the same token I feel awful letting him cry himself to sleep. I hope this gets easier. He seems to be sleeping better though only waking once instead of all night long. I know this is better for him in the long run. He's my last baby and even having him move to the crib makes me miss him. Good grief what am I going ot be like when he goes off to college? He's such a sweet boy.

Ryder- Boy has that kid got energy. I think I will start describing him as "spirited". It seems to be the latest buzzword. He is so intense and determined. He is very stubborn, it almost makes me laugh. Today we set up the kddie pool on the deck and it was his highlight of the day. Ryder could not have been happier splashing around with the girls but was angry as could be waiting before we went outside. He is such a sweet boy though too.

I suppose I should get to bed, work tomorrow...blah.

First Post

I decided to start a blog since I'm always on the computer and have a tendency to forget what happened even yesterday. I'm hoping this will help me remember the ups and downs and capture the moments of this crazy life. Ever since a woman related to a woman on my mom's board lost her 5 year old daughter, I have been following her blog and it made me realize that I need to stop and smell the flowers more often. I wanted to start documenting life's daily happenings, thus this blog.